If you do, you know i would love too.

2009-08-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

Im moving to somewhere where at some post i can lock the entries and i hate people who misunderstood me. And i seriously hate being blame for things that is not true. Fuck shit. I have never realise how friends right, i still callthem friend. Nice,

So i know what issit call friends. Fuck you friends for some.

www.walkingby.wordpress.com

If you people who loves to visit as well.

2009-08-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

I guess i need a break badly and i need a get-away from this space and in s'pore. Lucky im out by next monday to bkk. And i think i shd just fuck care abt this blog thing and go back to wordpress. Good?

2009-07-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be a blast and the last day for our project! God bless my group nothing gona go wrong tml! And i hope you readers will pray for us too.

And i will be back soon! :)

2009-07-24T07:10:00.001-07:00

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

2009-07-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

Video video on dbl o. Thanks ain, fadzly, sidah, ayu and geraldine! :D i think i look damn cock over here. DAMN IT!

2009-07-19T07:52:00.001-07:00

So this what whats happening in dbl o! Thanks friends for those sms, present, facebook msg, msn and blog! :D Love ya all :)

2009-07-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

2009-07-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

Im heading double o tonight babyyyyyyyyyyy. Feeling excited can? And right my key drop inside the lift hole. I think i gona get it tonight or probably tml. Argh!!!!!

2009-07-15T09:15:00.001-07:00

I love the bangkok trip my family plan in august. I love the lovely dinner plan by my parent tonight. I love to see all my nephew after so long :) I love those gift given by ahxian korkor, my dad, my sis, irene sis and love:)

thanks for the advance planning for me:)

2009-07-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

Hello! Im going to bangkok on the 10 august to 13 august lah.So super cool can? And i think i can shop til dead for sureee! And i need to get my clothing man!:D:D

And my birthday is coming! Fucking awesome and i can't wait for friday to come for dbl o babyyyy:)

2009-07-10T02:40:00.001-07:00

So those pics was taken while waiting for hours to past to meet the girls, kim, geralvine and adeline:) And now is time for me to prepare and meet them in town! See you! :D

2009-07-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

All random pics! :) Hehehehe

2009-07-07T09:05:00.001-07:00

I have never felt so stress and this month is sucha motherfuck shit month that i have alot of things to do, school = project. Work = money. And alot of project deadline is up. Kns! Im in dead shit serious. And event on the 1 Aug. Everything not prepare and done:( I seriously feel like crying. My brain juice have all used up. And my birthday is coming! Which isn't any excitement anymore bcos i feel so stress up and having lot of shit to stress about :(

Love is sleeping like a pig without even waiting for me to get home where love say would wait for me. Pussy!

And i miss that group of people in the first pics! :( We needa meet up soon abang(s)! And pls pardon for that fat face and retarded face of mine bcos i serious put on weightttttttt And look how chubby it is. Dick head-.-

2009-07-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

Is like when you sleep this early and next day would arrive real soon. And then everything start over again. School and then headed down to work. Like wtf? Im so tired really tired but i can't give up this job and not having enough money to spend you get what i mean?

And the event is arnd the corner real soon. Im so scare:(

Plus life been pretty mess up.
Im missing love:(

I think this blog is kindda rotting already.

2009-07-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

2009-07-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hi dear,

been pretty busy lately due to working working working and working! :( And im so tired for working full shift since monday til today:(

And im suppose to meet gay tml but he is not free. Kns! Then i think i shall stay at home and rest :) Life pretty busy lately and stressing up about project.

And school starting next week. Im so NOT looking forward to it. Im so serious :( How? And im caught up with work and school. Sigh, and i hope jiaqi could help me out with some days for my work. If not i can cry and go hell. Serious man!

I need money!!!!!!!!!! DAMN ITTTTTTTTTT.

So Anyone interested in thesims 3? :D

2009-06-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps!

Im selling my own THESIMS3 at 45 bucks where i bought it at 54.90. So anyone interested? Please leave a tag!

And don't worry. Its on good condition! :)

2009-06-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hello dhiya! :D She is damn nice lah. Meet her after her work then we went bugis to take her stuff then eat then headed town for shopping! :D Power ar.

She is damn nice luh. I think she can be my next good friend :)

2009-06-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

Hold on to me baby. This place is turning cold..

2009-06-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

2009-06-19T10:13:00.001-07:00

Hi! My 1 week been well spend. And im not doing some MIA from this blog ok! And i doesn't have the time to update man! Monday ok! :D

2009-06-12T06:55:00.001-07:00

So ytd follow follow Jake and Jervis to look for their cap and also follow them to have their hair cut done. Look at that! Its make me want to laugh esp the expression they gave when the hairstylish was about to cut it. Power man!

And could feel their heart is crying out loud lah.Serious man! Look at the pics below are before the hair cut.

After it look like............

Tada!:)

And i realise lots of my friends of mine going into the army like this period of time! Feel kindda sad for them. But well, once they're out. THE MAN! :) I hope lah.

Im feeling paranoid :(

2009-06-09T09:00:00.001-07:00

And i was suppose happy bcos i gotten myself thesims3!!! And i haven't create my human my dad called up to ask sis and me to eat. We talk of hiring maid! :D OH YES. I hope really got maid bcos my house wont turn out to be like a rubbish dump! Great huh?

And also next thursday! Outing with my family dinner and movie!!! Boohoo! Can't wait.

And im also working next week onward monday, tuesday and wednesday over at bugis junction "Yacht 21" Power lahhhh. And love having a 1 week off next week. Even more cool !

Saturday might be heading to DOUBLE OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

2009-06-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

55 to 54 to 52 to 50kg.

I din know within half a yr i can drop that much weight? Which is good lah. But looking at me, i feel i din lose weight at all. Im stil as meaty as ever. Cb.

2009-06-08T05:33:00.001-07:00

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Don't forget

2009-06-07T09:31:00.000-07:00

First of all,
I have a great time with my love during over the weekend! And i can't wait for the coming weekend to arrived! :)

Secondly,
Had a great talk with my dad heart to heart talk. And to know about the past. I told him i want to try starting out business but the thing is i have small amount of funds to start it out :( And he want me to type out proposal like. Everything in BUSINESS. Yes, i will get it done ASAP.

Would you guys agree on me starting out business? I know is a bad idea. Because of so many competitors in the market nowadays. But well, if you don't try. You never know. Right?

Thirdly,
I have been thinking of signing on. My parent doesn't object about it. They say its all depend on me. Whether i could take the challenge? But on a second thought that i have. I think, why not? Is like gain experience train myself to have a better attitude and get rid of the fucking lazyness!

And for now, i don't mind of it. Serious! :)

Well, lets see in future.

2009-06-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

Hi readers, i have been pretty sick since last Wednesday til today. Running nose, slight fever and headache. Yeah, sound like some swine flu shit ? I know. But IM NOT HAVING SWINE FLU!

Errr, thursday was not suppose to work but help adeline to work. And im sick lor. So she stil owe me 2 milo for school. Teng you better remember!

Er, Friday went home quite early bcos i can't stand the weather super hot and im like so sick.

And today im heading out with love to get jake birthday present. For his 21th birthday! :) Then off to his chalet. Power ar? Ok. Gotta go nowww! Byebye :)

2009-06-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

You know now is damn freaking awesome bcos i get to use the god damn internet WIRELESS somemore during work! BOO! :D

So i don't think i will get that bored. Somemore i got like contigency plan. I brought DVD along if there is not wireless connection over here.

AWESOME HUH! I know thatttttt lah! Boohooo! But feeling alil hungry now. Wonder any kind soul would come over and bring food food for me. Even more awesome! Hahaha! And im reading the Retail store SOP! Those rules and regulation. Blah~ Ok! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Siree can't be lazy anymore, siree can't feel tired and siree must be enthu ok! :D

Love you readers:)

And there is not a single soul coming into the shop and even try the god damn tee. How suck can this be man! :( I NEED MORE SALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hi readers, my weekend was well spend but add alil crying. But i had fun today. I shop like i think i buy too much lah. And i bought birkenstock sandal, 2 top, 1 dress, 1 short, 1 mascara, 1 black hat. Power lah. And im like broke now. Even love also fucking broke. Die dieeee! :(

Yeah. So im starting work tml after schoool. Im sure i gona be god damn tired. And even my proposal not done? I can go and die.

PEOPLE if youre in bugis area come over iluma on monday, wedneday and friday to visit me at New Republic the shop name. Selling guys clothing. And please bring food food for me.:D :D

And i target already this month if i dont skip work dont fall sick right. I can get extra 50 bucks from boss leh. Power anottt. Hahaha! Ok! Here are the pics takennnnnnn on Saturday! And ain baby havent sent me pics lah for Friday lorrrr. Damn retarded pics.

And thats the hat i boughtttt! :)

Plus the pics taken below is taken during AIN BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY LOR.

And this little baby below is my new love. And his name is Roger. Hi roger!:) Say hi to everyoneeeeeeeeeee! Hahahaha!

2009-05-29T00:36:00.001-07:00

Happy! At least now i finally get a part time job to earn some money to spend! Boohoo! Which im working on Monday, Wednesday and Friday at bugis new shopping centre. iluma? Oh whatever you call it.Guys clothing!

Friends! Better come get okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. I know you very nice!:D Hahaha!

And they actually looking for part timer for Saturday and Sunday. Which i cant make it. So anyone interested ? Tagboard tag me ok!

Lovelove!

And im heading town later on:)

2009-05-28T05:58:00.001-07:00

Just went for my BTT test. Pussy! I FAIL MAN! DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. Although is a last min study. But i thought can pass lah.

Im so depressed :(

2009-05-27T09:31:00.001-07:00

Haven't been myself lately. Pretty bad. Have been acting cruel to myself, have been having negative thoughts to myself, have been crying too much lately and the list goes on which i can't remember what have i actually did to myself. And i felt super lonely.

Got my period today it suck pretty bad. It cramp the whole day even til now 12.40am.

BTT tml and i hope i pass like what love been asking me to do "Use your god damn brain". Yeah. Is the lazyness that kill.

Calling up the home talk to Ms Vani. Giving out tasks to each and individual members in the group guess this time round gotta use alot of my brain juice to type out the proposal. That suck super lots.
I'm sure this goes to the rest.

Life been pretty busy. Like yeah, BUSY. PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT. Being a leader isn't it now i realise it. So many responsiblity gotta be apply to everyone. And a new topic a new things to start.

I have been taking puff for pretty much these days guess i shall die early soon lah.

And damn it, thesims3 is out! Who is willing to buy it for me :)

So this webcam thing is damn crazy. These is what i have done last few days. Guys! Miss my smiley? :) lol

2009-05-25T04:50:00.001-07:00

I thought everything was suppose to be perfect nice and sweet. I thought YOU could understand what i mean, how i felt? But ended up im SO wrong. Thanks alot.

2009-05-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Issit that hard to understand me? Im pretty mess up with alot of question left. I felt like a loser. A big fat loser. I can't help myself thinking negatively and ended up im feeling down. Very down, super down, extremely down. Whatever you call it.

I don't understand what am i thinking right now and i feel like killing myself. Im so god damn serious.

2009-05-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

You don't even hold me like you use to hold me
And there's no way you could've meant all the things you told me
Yeah, yeah, I remember when you told me you'd never lie to me
I can't believe I trusted you
I sacrificed my time and my heart
I gave you my all and what you do

You stepped on me, you walked on me
And Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

I knew the way you were berfore me
And I was crazy to think you'd change
I put up with your attitude
Your selfish ways and your childish games (whoa)
A good heart always ends up broken
But overtime, it'll make me strong
I'ma put the pieces back together
Might take some time, but I just go on...

You stepped on me, you walked on me
And Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

Love me or leave me alone
My heart can't take this pain
We had something so beautiful
But now it's not the same
So I gotta let this go
Gotta take back the truth
This situation aint no good for me
I can't believe I let it happen like this
I just sat back while you

You stepped on me, you walked on me
And Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

Ooh, whoa, ooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ooh

2009-05-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

20th May 2009 Which is the day of grandma Death Anniversary. Many things came thru my mind. And i couldn't make it for today prayer to grandma today with the family.

I got myself all busy up. And yet, im bringing so much problem. I'm too tired of handling my own problem. Because whatever i have done, like whats the use? Im feeling all upset.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friends words are damn hurtful and painful trust me. I'm kindda had enough of her words. Like the way she talk doesn't think thru her pig brain which lead to some childish and nonsensical talking from her damn mouth.

And guess what, i feel like slapping her at times.

She can be a nice friend at times, but this time round is on my nerve. Trust me. I've never felt so boil up by her and this is the first time ohno! second time maybe?. Well done woman!

Trust me, not only she. There is more!

Y.O.U

And even you who pisses me off last night.

P.R.O.J.E.C.T

Can i not do it anymore? Im super tired. I have so much to say about project but i guess NOT very nice to say it here. Because i know human gossip. Whats the point?

Do you people appreciate what have i did in everything i have done, thats include you!

And why do you people only get so work up by grandma death anniversary date and not grandpa last yr?And why must i lie when i can change my plan and everything?

And am i seeking revenge?Which i know revenge won't bring me anywhere further.

Don't you human know that i do have feelings too? I ain't animal to get abuse.

I wana turn back what i am suppose to be. Because this is too fake. Trust me.

2009-05-19T09:10:00.001-07:00

And my heart might just died at any moment from now on.

2009-05-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

I realise time past so quickly. As, you know whenever im sick and stuff you would rush over to my place to takecare of me. And the moment is so sweet. Guess i won't get this anymore this time round.

Rmb the time when im having bad sore throat and fever you came all the way down to past me the medicine for the throat where you only have 10 bucks left. And you spend it all on the medicine just for me. How silly and sweet are you.

I rmb the moment where i have high fever you came all the way down too to put towel on my forehead to accompany me. Although we fight so badly :(

Im happy for that moment. And not now.

I'm having super bad flu. And i felt so weak..

Anyways, i cook my own dinner earlier on. Felt so lonely. But i can't do anything. And guess what dad told me that i din spend time with him. Sigh, felt alil guilty afterall.

And now, i realise life been a mess for me. God bless me.

2009-05-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

Why are the world so cruel to me?

2009-05-15T10:10:00.001-07:00

I enjoy myself alot today! And im so tired now :( Goodnightttt

2009-05-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us

But now we're like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love

But now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

And this song from sheila blog! Power sia the song! Babe you got nice song lorrrr. Muacks. Happy birthday to AINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN in advance. I love you much much! Like motherfucking cb i gona kiss you tmllllllllllllllllll :)

2009-05-13T07:57:00.001-07:00

I love this babie in the pics :) And definately i stil love the resttttttt as well :) And while bathing earlier on. I look at my tummy i think i need to do my crunches plus sit up again. Bcos is damn big! :( Im so having moodswing.

Sometime people changes like the season

2009-05-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

♥Siree says:
Kolrence
do you think life suck at times?

Kolrence (long far) says:
sometimes
but after you think carefully le you will laugh
why i so silly

♥Siree says:
hmm
quite true
but i think im dumb

Kolrence (long far) says:
but what to do?
only 1 way
look front and live better=)

♥Siree says:
hmmm, trying to
but at times, you fall
and im at the stage of that
i dont want to get up

Kolrence (long far) says:
you will be more dumb if you don get up
cos time wont stop for you...
don waste youth time!!
is golden period

Exactly how i felt right now. Im at the stage of falling off. Im too tired to get myself up. Because i don't know where will i be belong. Like what fadzly always told me think positive. Yes, i tried. But what came arnd ? :(

And anyways the conversation was with kolrence and he look so blur and dumb but he give good advise.Ha! But well, i'm controlling my own life. I destroy it or make it beautiful.

2009-05-07T06:00:00.001-07:00

Shall upload the rest of the pics taken today when i feel like it :)

2009-05-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

So did i told you guys that i cut my fringe and trim alil of my hair plus alil treatment to my hair? Hahaha! Go seee !

2009-05-04T06:39:00.001-07:00

Anyways, i just went to SSDC today to enroll my car! MY BTT 28 MAY! BOO! MUST PASS PASSSS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
:D

And damn love ar, sis getting for me basic theory book luh! BOO! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Girl I'm going crazy, I can't get you off my mind
Seems like the only thing that I think about is you all the time
I have no words to express the way I feel about you
I've found my heart's desire – baby it's you
You give me everything that I want, you give me more than I need
What's a guy to give a girl who seems to have everything
Too much time is never enough time to be spent with you
Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes it's true

[Chorus]
You're no ordinary girl, you always speak your mind
You're no ordinary girl, you're one of a kind
You're no ordinary girl, I can see it in your eyes
You're no ordinary girl, oh yes that's right

I've been around here for a while and yes I've seen some things
But nothing even comes close to the love that you bring
You know exactly who you are, you know just who you want to be
I can't believe this love is happening to me

[Pre chorus]
So much fear to face to get me where I am
It's clear for me to see this was never my plan
Here we are now girl, just me and you
Loving every minute that I spend with you

2009-04-30T03:43:00.001-07:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-04-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/photo.php?pid=6682878&id=635520385

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/photo.php?pid=6683492&id=635520385

These are the pics taken today! Classmate! Grab those pics from facebook! Lubx LuBxxxxxx:)

2009-04-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

OKAY STFU SIREE! I DELETED THE POST. BYE

2009-04-28T05:29:00.001-07:00

Those are the pics taken in school todayyy! And im so in pain! When to the dental earlier on and was late. Once braces is tighten i sit at some corner while looking at the rain and wonder when will it stop. I feel like a pathetic fool :( And i went back to school ate my seaweed chicken guess what my teeth can't even bite the god damn chicken. I feel so sad can!

And whatever it is. Thurs work which gotta hand in to mr herman is done. And tml some stupid and lame shit event going on for my class formal clothes. yeah yeah.

And IM SO TIRED CAN! :( My teeth hurt like pussy!

2009-04-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

So here the pics taken on Friday night. Im having super bad moodswing, im super stress out. im super tired. im super sick my body ache like mad.

I can't fall sick. I can afford to fall sick i've many things to do. I have alot of task for project to be done. :(

Ain, love you ok. Your name not here doesnt mean youre not important alright? hugs.

2009-04-24T10:31:00.000-07:00

So i was out earlier on with some of my classmate! Damn great and nice outing its been a long time since we last went out together.

And we had some heart-to-heart talk :) Its great tho! Thanks fadzly for the advise! and not to forget the rest like mark amber and shaft. Syamil ! YOURE SLEEPING LOR NO THANKS TO YOU-.- HAHAHAHA!

And i wanna get that damn birkenstock shoes lah! The 3 straps one! Damn ittttttttttttttt ! Its like 109 bucks for 1 bloody shoes. Shd i get it?!!? Damn confuse can.

AND I WILL UPLOAD PICS ONCE FADZLY AND AIN SEND ME PICS!! :)

- MUST THINK POSITIVE SIREE!

2009-04-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

6 more days counting after 12am today!

Seee you love :D

2009-04-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

I'm fucking busy with bloody school work! :( Damn stress like everydays to school is like PROJECT PROJECT! DAMN!

Anyways, im having like flu ?ARgh! BYE.

Won't update that often bcos im B-U-S-Y!

2009-04-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

I spend my weekend well:) And i hate tamp 1 the bloody subway crew. Fucking rude! I swear i wont go there ever again! Like damn rude lah! I swear. Right ambby? Boohooo!

Anyways, there is this moth WHICH MY SIS WAS LIKE SHOUTING GOT MOTH OUTSIDE THE TOILET LIKE AT THE TOILET DOOR.And i was like, aiyah, nothing big like confirm damn small. and when i came outta toilet. CB! FUCKING BIG SIA! My shit nearly came out from my asshole again! I swear man!

Ok! Tml i have school! I needa sleep early and wake up early for this week! I must change and be good! I dont wana get debar fucker-.-

2009-04-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

FUCKING PROJECT! FUCKING PISSED! FUCKING LIFE! FUCK FUCK FUCK. -.-

Anyways, meeting Cin's baby tml !

2009-04-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

Random pics:)

I miss them, grandparent.

& 14 more days :(

2009-04-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Guess what, i fell asleep during herman lesson. Is like i feel herman is making spell to make me sleep im trying my best to stay awake during class. But i can't :(

And then when i get home, i was feeling damn exhausted and hungry. So i grab burger from mac and then headed home. Sit on my chair eat half way i fell asleep til dad going out then wake me up to continue eating and sleep again.

Wah, tell me how tired am i ?

I miss you so much much much :( How ? :(

2009-04-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

My hair is solid black!! KNN! CATCH ALL YOU WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

2009-04-13T06:34:00.001-07:00

So mommy willing to sponsor me for the crocs! :D:D Because my damn school shoes is like damn disgusting lah. BOOHOOOO! HAPPY TO THE MAX. And thanks amber for your friend lester for the discount. Weeeee!

So see the picture below is kelly bought it for me the RED BUD! :D Wahhaha! Thanks babyyyy! So sexy right my shoes now! I know i know! :) I'm even happy to the max.

And today school was ok. Time table like better then last term just that gotta wake up early for school and end like 3 or 4pm this term. Gerak siol ! :D

And 18 more days counting tml :( Sad.

2009-04-12T08:09:00.001-07:00

Fuck, tml school reopen! Im totally not ready for it. Damn. And i miss love so much! :( 3 weeks. CCB!

2009-04-08T01:40:00.000-07:00

I realise i got like 1 thousands 1 million many many to complaint! Serious man! This must change. I'm like ironing the clothes THE WHOLE FAMILY OF MINE! And i realise how my mom felt ironing. Wah, like no matter how much you iron never finish! As in N-E-V-E-R-.- Pussy.

I make sure they don't wear any clothing out from tml onward!

2009-04-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

2009-04-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

Anywhere i am damn tempted to play netball again :( And used to be group mate they're recruiting super cool thats mean i get to play again! But training at bukit timah! :( Farrr ~

Boo!
But anyone interested in playing netball please tag me. Because they need more players baby!

2009-04-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

Guess what. Im superly addicted to thesims2 and i make love and mommy to buy the expansion pack. ARgh! BUT GOOD LAH, can waste timeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Since im like always bored at home.

BOO!

And i realise my hair couldnt grow any longer. Cb. BYE!

Oh i had fun with my baby earlier on. Boo! SEX! HAHAHAH! =)
Any i miss my lovely dovely LOVE LOVE LOVE!

AND PARDON ME FOR THE RETARDED PICS ABOVEEEEEEEE.

2009-04-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

Guess what. Life been pretty screw up nicely on my ass. Because bias seems to affact me this much. And because I feel like life is fucking unfair.

Nothing can even compete this with it. Because my dad been controlling my life too much that i feel like leaving home so much. And change another line soon. Probably no one would ever get me either.

A sudden urgh of quitting school. A sudden urgh of getting a job ASAP and fuck off from this home. To get a stable job and live happy! If not, i would complete this damn course and ya, say bye to this home soon. Even love agree with what my plan are. And even my own friends who can see how fucking fuck up my dad is. Because they heard the conversation btw me and my dad. And even they ask how? I'm always telling them "suck thumb".

What about increasing my pocket money by mom. He tell straight infront of me to my mom face im not allow to increase my allowance. Because i dont deserve it. And yes, i nearly cry out. Because 50 bucks for 7 days. Everydays been eating out. What do i eat? Maggie mee. How "lucky" i am right now. You understand even? Is damn painful right now. That im crying so badly even right at this moment.

Anyways, i pass all my subject including my marketing which i thought i going to fail so badly. God bless me anyway. Goodnight. And im not happy either.

I love you baby. And you yes. You, won't understand how sad/angry i am right now, because you have been treated good by dad.

Tml dental im alone. All alone. Sigh, bad day people.

2009-03-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hi human! :D My sentosa trip was awesomeeeeeeeeeee! And hi JAMIE AND KORKOR! HORHORHOR! I KNOW YOURE READING THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. SO LOVELYYYYYYYY LOR. SHOW YOU PICS. WAHAHHAHAHAA!

I stil not showing you:D Power ar. Ok lah. I got too much pics to update i dont want to update now leh. HEHEHEHEHE! BYEBYE

BUT

WAIT

OK

I

SHOW

YOU
MY LOVELY

JAMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =)

And i like this pics because i look skinny but the fact is IM FAT ! LOOK AT THE TUMMY! HOHOHOHOHO.

fuck you! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-03-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

Hi, im back home after town doing my brow and underarm waxing with amber, jamie and korkor. Enjoyable day try out bikini. And got myself a black one. Goodness! And got myself a shade :D Hehehehe! :D

And guess what now im falling sick :( Having bad flu like serious. And i think im having gastric pain now. Sigh. GOD! I CAN'T WAIT FOR TML TO COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Please dont let me sick :(

2009-03-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

At times, you need some space for yourself. Just like what i am doing right now. I will be fine.. Just stay close and don't go. Thats what i want.

Thanks for korkor and jamie for the past few days to occupy myself. Thanks belle for playing her part to keep me happy whenever i see her except for the kick you gave last night-.- In case you doesn't know who is belle. This is belle :)

And i can't wait to see the other 2 little rascal to sentosa :) Yoyo and cal. Show you pics.

Cute rightt? I know just like me. Yes yes, just trying to make myself happy. Im happy that im finally meeting amber tml :) Great shopping day! :) And meeting jamie and korkor also :)Happy day.

1 more day baby. Loves.

2009-03-25T00:49:00.000-07:00

This picture isn't happy at all. Get it? :)

2009-03-21T09:32:00.001-07:00

Hi! My week been like pretty good bcos i've been like seeing kel kel kel, yoyo yoyo yoyo! :D And LOVELOVELOVE! wooha!

But pretty sad lah, monday cb so fast come. KNNNNNNNN! :( Love you should know it :( Awww, Anyways, im heading botenica garden tml with Love, love cousin, his gf, yoyo, kel and bel! :D Awwww! DOG DAY! WAHHHAHA! Ok lah. Upload pics soon when i feel like it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERIS HENG MEI LING and Kolrence! :)

2009-03-18T22:45:00.000-07:00

I just sent a msg to my mom telling her how i felt cleaning the damn refrigerator. I complain to cin about it too. I feel not appreciated. I feel why am i doing all this while cleaning the stubborn stain that is stick to my refrigerator. You know i clean up the barcounter at home who even see it? Only my mom.

Not even my sis not even my dad? And I've to do all the shit job.You get it? Just bcos im home doing nothing. Oh man, And i guess i give up. I do what you want. I'm fucking usless kid at home. I'm thinking it that way. I feel damn screw up fucking screw up!

I hate the irriating feel now. I feel like doing whatever shit to myself at this moment. ANY SHIT.

And i give in to do all this work i get nothing in return being unappreciated. You even know how i felt ? Nothing OK! NOTHING! I'm being called a spoilt brat at home.

F
U
C
K

2009-03-17T10:46:00.001-07:00

And i'm fucking serious that i have never did sucha fucking thrilling thing in my whole life with myself. Damn it. I love it alot! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D

2009-03-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

And this make me happy:)

2009-03-15T10:18:00.001-07:00

Ohmy fucking god! Do you know playing left4dead in lan i get so fucking headache and that puking kind of feeling. But a good game playing with love, yeong and martin! Coolio! :D

And im home now in my room with that bloody air-con so fucking cold-.- Well, im getting something on myself on tues. Goodness! Please don't let me back out. I know i would love it. And pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-03-14T10:54:00.000-07:00

So does those pics tell you i enjoyed my Saturday ? :)

2009-03-14T10:40:00.000-07:00

Enrique:
Go ahead, just leave
Can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know, you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

Chorus:
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love...

Ciara:
Yeah, what did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?!), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both Chorus:
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love...

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away (Uhh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came (Uhh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Uhh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

Both Chorus:
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love...

2009-03-13T00:33:00.001-07:00

I'M FUCKING SAD! CCB! SOMEONE AGREE WITH IT THAT MY HAIR LOOK LIKE AHLIAN. -.- FUCK.

2009-03-12T23:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing much about this pics. Is damn funny. Don't you think that?

Okay. I wanna say about last night i was crying so badly on my bed til dad's came back. I guess he got freak out. He want me to have some heart to heart talk. So we did. I told him. We cried talking about grandparent.

He told me this. "No matter what, life stil goes on. We were born to struggle to survive. Fight for the best" And yes, was sad to say its my attitude my character.

Luckily i'm not those who can't handle stress and ended up in mental hospital. Get it? Im not saying much. But ya..

I'm heading out. I can't stand staying at home. Get it?

2009-03-12T09:10:00.001-07:00

Ok, my hair is fucking ugly you get it. I dye it and highlight it. You know i look exactly like ahlian. Fuck it. And it cost my mom like 160 plus for that bloody hair. With fucking treatment. Okay at least that satisfy me. Only that fucking treatment. Get it?

Whatever. I hate life so much. When you start to get nicer and try to come out with topic with family and yet they choose something to go against you and not letting you talk or even speaking to you in a proper nicer ways.

All they could do is to shoot. YES! SHOOT ME. All i have did is all plain dumb. You may think i'm young to think i'm so imature. Oh please whatever. Do you get the whole story right? Like, trying to talk nicely AND YET. Being blame in a stupid ways. Fuck how fucking hurting it is. Where i thought i could be strong and not cry BUT! I started crying so badly that it hurt too much.

And even love pissed me off so badly. That all i could is to bang the motherfucking wall. And even my poor damn wall is breaking into half and that bloody mirror is getting worst break into half. FUCK.

How bad is my day today. I cried all my tears out. Who the fuck understand me? When i needed someone to talk to so badly. Like you get it ? The fucking loneliness. And out of no where grandparent came to my mind. How fucking torturing is it for me now.

And now, tell me you even get it?

2009-03-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

MY ZIP TOP AND MY BANDAGE SKIRT ARRIVED! POWER LAH! =)
Thanks alot Jasmine from FlashLightBatteries!

2009-03-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO! I'M BACK AFTER MY LAST PAPER LIKE FINALLY?!

Yeah, its just 2 days! But you know the stressness?! Even i did study abit. Hahaha! But yeah, i think my BCM can do ar. Only Report alil screw up. But today paper was like TOTALLY SCREW UP! CCB-.-

So we went to clementi central ? With teng and Amber right after paper. Teng you better love me for the rest of your life ok! You shd know what:)

Yeah, im blogging on my bed with my laptop. My laptop is like a month old. YAY! :D Damn stil fucking loving it! Boo! But stil, im like stuck with my laptop forever lah. Whatever. I stil love laptop! :D:D HEHEHEHE! Laptop loveme?! I bet you do:) :)

Anyways, Things been running thru my mind. Its been rather mix up.I hate that kind of feeling. You know you know. Is like damn whatever to vent it here. Becauseeee privacy! Argh! But life been pretty good. But thinking about the paper today i have. SUCK! I hope i can pass lah. I don't wnat to repeat that subject again. Because its suck! I don't wana do project proposal and stuff. PLEASE MAN! -.-

Alright. Damn lazy now. Super shag after paper! I only have like afew hours of rest and up for paper :( Sad righttttt.

And tml POWERHOUSE! YEAH BABY!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2009-03-07T23:07:00.000-08:00

TIME CHECK IS 315PM! IM SUPPOSE TO GO MEET ADELINE NOW!!!!! I FORGET ABOUT THE TIME. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BYEEE!

GOD BLESS ME FOR STUDYING AND PASS A JUST PASS I ALSO HAPPY
=)
BYEEEEEEEE

2009-03-07T00:55:00.001-08:00

Be prepared to fail these 2 coming paper. I'm all prepared.

2009-03-05T02:20:00.000-08:00

I'm heading out fuckers. I'm not in a very good mood so please bare my temper friends. Oh before i leave. Did i ever say that my mom is damn cute to msg me in the middle of the night
"I'm trying out my phone. Nothing much". And i goes like, replying her "HELLO MOMMY! I'M AWAKE!:)" Damn retarded. But i think is damn cute.

We're just like afew doors away. And we communicate thru sms-in :) And mom is real nice to get me perfume because i bug her for it. And she got my sis perfume Burberry. Power ar? And 3 new sets of bra.

Love you mommy:)

2009-03-05T00:28:00.000-08:00

You know i have lotsa ulcer inside my god damn mouth. And i have left like afew days for exam. And i can't even study. Is like, no in a mood. I think i have slept like alot recently that makes me so tired. You get it?

2009-03-03T07:12:00.001-08:00

So i went for the shoot after 3 hrs of sleep. And i pray the shoot would turn out good please! And that pics is si shiong! HELLO! :) My sis colleague which is my partner for the last shoot! HAHAHAHAHA!

And my teeth hurt again. Goodnighttttttt

2009-03-02T15:47:00.000-08:00

So after tightening of braces, waking up after 3 hrs of sleep which is time check at 5am crying in pain. And ate 2 panadol extra at 7am? And time check now 7.50am. And i have got shoot later on. Bless me.

It felt good when the pain is slightly gone and at this hours of playing the laptop online. I wana watch the sunrise somedays. Oh, i woke love up.

2009-03-02T08:28:00.000-08:00

Hi!
Braces suck like a pussy you get what i mean? Is like today went for dental and yeah, they tighten up with rubber band and hook something onto my implant which was inserted last few months. It hurt so badly! i brush my teeth and it hurt even more til it bleed so badly! :(
Bye ar! No mood.

Hi amber! I love you =)

Oh Carol
I am but a fool
Darling I love you
Though you treat me cruel

You hurt me
And you made me cry
But if you leave me
I will surely die

Darling there will never be another
Cause I love you so
Don’t ever leave me
Say you’ll never go
I will always want you for my sweetheart
No matter what you do
oh oh Carol
I’m so in love with you

(Oh Carol)
(I am but a fool)
(Darling I love you)
(Though you treat me cruel)
(You hurt me)
(And you made me cry)
(But if you leave me)
(I will surely die)

Darling there will never be another
Cause I love you so
Don’t ever leave me
Say you’ll never go
I will always want you for my sweetheart
No matter what you do
Oh oh Carol
I’m so in love with you oo oo

Heard the song again in Adeline blog!HOHOHOHO! Steam sia!

2009-03-01T06:12:00.001-08:00

IM FUCKING 50KGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! FUCK IT MAN! IM FEELING FUCKING AWESOME YOU SEE. CCB

2009-02-28T09:07:00.000-08:00

Wah! Its a great meeting out with Jeremy, Ugene and Red! Its been a long time since we last out you know! :D Boohoooo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADVANCE JEREMY! :) Hehehehe! :D:D:D Anyways, i very lazy to update ok! i just put pics !

Pardon my bra below-.-

2009-02-27T08:23:00.000-08:00

:D:D WAHHHH! IM BACK! MEET UP WITH JOLEEN, AMBER, KELLY, ADELINE AND ME! WE ATE AT CRYSTAL JADE WALK TO CINE AND THEN DAWN JOIN US :D:D:D

Ok! Why am i typing in caps again. ok! Ya. So we headed to balcony! Woahhhh! Nice place man like seirously. Talk alot of cocks then adeline left us. We headed cine then blah blah blah ~ Whatever. Ya, ended up at Paragon sit there ya.
AHAHAHAHAH!

Yeah and now im home! HOME SWEET HOME! :D:D

BYE NOW.

2009-02-26T08:23:00.000-08:00

So this ass came over to accompany. Wanted to catch Marley and Me but dad need me to help him with stuff. So couldn't make it. Ended up eating our dinner over at CCK and then! My place to watch the 10 promises to my dog? Something like that. Walaoooo!

We both damn loser but HE is even more sore loser! We cried you know! :( And he think about yoyo. Sad! Yoyoyoyoyooyoy! I miss yoyoyoyooyo :( Cb.

2009-02-25T07:49:00.000-08:00

Ooh
It's just another day
Pickin up the pieces baby
Tryin to find a reason not to go
And give it all away
Cause everytime your missing
Well I'm feelin like I'm losing part of me
And I can't remember
Where things went wrong
Cause it's been so long and I
I can't believe that it's the end
So baby help me understand

[Chorus:]
What's good, what's good
With you (with you)
If I'm the one you want
Then I don't wanna sit and wonder
What's good, what's good
With you (with you)
Boy I'm sick of being lost
And I just wanna know
What's good (what's good)
What's good with you

[Verse 2:]
Ooh
It seemed so meant to be
Till everything got twisted baby
Look at how we've drifted from those days
But I won't walk away
No I deserve an explanation
Tell me why your giving up on
Me cause I can't remember
Where things went wrong
It's time to let me know
Cause this ain't the way you let love end
So baby help me understand

Nothing about the lyrics above. Is just a song tho :)

Ok, i'm having a very bad headache right now due to the bloody bus ride from * to Jurong East Interchange. Yeah whatever. But the working environment is seriously damn good lah. Right adeline? :) I'm like excited to start work you know! Plus is super near my school. BOOHOOOO! You guys won't find me either in anywhere! WAHAHAHAH! Power ar? :D And the place is damn homie kindda feeling and is rather good.

Isolate myself and i won't go anywhere after work right love? :) Hehehhe!
But i hope there is transport home lah. Like somebody would be kind enough to fetch me home. Stare at love - :D:D:D:D

Yeah, So life been pretty interesting seeing things happening and WOAH! Old shoes you also want? Flirt leh you. Like seriously. I don't know what to name you. Probably a bitch? Hahaha! This is so god damn exciting!

Are you like excited too? or guessing ? OR probably you think is you ? HAHHAHHA! Fuck lah ok. I don't know. Damn disgusting seriously, whenever i see the pics of you. Makes me wana puke. Knn! And fucking 2 headed snake. Pussy!

Yucks ! Don't wanna say so much about you. Pollute my blog. Eeeek!

Anyways, i like this pics alottttttttttttttttt!

My camera like rotting. Serious man! And i have NO NEW PICS! :( NEI NEI POK!

Oh! My paper is on the 9 and 10 march. Im so sad that i'm not prepare AT ALL. God damn it! I think god please bless me. Hahahahaha! :D
Errrrr, I'm excited to go to the zoo zoo zoo o next Wed! I WANNA GO TIMBER!!!!!!!
WAH, fucking awesome place to chill out man! You guys should go ok! :)

BYE. I'm going to bed now.

2009-02-24T06:34:00.000-08:00

This is what we do when we're like bored?! HAHAHAHAHA! SAYANG YOU MANY MANY EINNNNNNNNNNN :D

AND HELLO MY BLOG I HAVEN'T UPDATE LIKE 2 DAYS. BCOS IM LAZY :) GOD BLESS ME :D

2009-02-22T01:02:00.000-08:00

Sometime you get so sick and tired that you wish to give up and you're barely there. But something is always there holding you on. And then when things get back the same.

It happened over and over again. So you would get what i mean by you're fucking SICK AND TIRED. Get it?

2009-02-19T20:58:00.000-08:00

Hey. I realise i've been emo-in lately like now? Im so sad out of sudden feeling all confuse up. And i was discussing out with my girl-friend lately regarding. Why guy and girl can't communicate well or either understand each other.

Its all because guys are from MARS woman are from VENUS! Thats why we can't communicate well. Ya duhz, ya. Whatever. And guys are so heartless?! Ohman! This is so fucking serious.

You know its like i been wonderin what shit have i did from 2009 starttttt? Bad yr Bad thing. The only thing i enjoy was Valentine Day Eve where gf exchange gift. Is damn sweet i swear. Plus BAD VALENTINE DAY ITSELF. KNN!

And i have been skipping school lately! :( I'm like in the holiday moooooooood! AND EXAM COMING! EVEN SHITTY! I SWEAR.

Whatever man! Oh! I catch that movie he is not your type or whatever shit ok ytd. Wah, not bad. The artress are like HOT LAH. hahahaha! Themannnnnnnn freaking turn on. Knn! How come im not born in their contury. <-- OH FUCK! I CAN'T EVEN RMB HOW TO SPELL COUNTRY! HAHHAHAHA! WTFFF. NOW MY BRAIN FINALLY AWAKE.

And oh! Did i mention i have been like crazy over this domo!!!!
SO CUTE! AHHHHHHH!!!! I tell it i want it so much lah. If anyone cud buy me that i could call you dady man! hahahahah! FREAKING CUTE. TA MA DE!

Yeah, whateverrrrrr. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DON;T KNOW WHAT TH EHELL AM I THINKING EITHER.

I KNOW RIGHT NOW IM STONNNING. IM GOING TO HAVE A PUFF AND YEAH. BYE FUCKERS

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! MY DAD IS DAMN IRRITATING. I stay at home and dad say i always see you! Not in school. But today really no school. KNNNNNNNNNNN! Then i say to him ar like, i stay at home you not happy i don't stay at home you also not happy. And he say he love to tease me canot? LOLL

WAHHH! My dad ar. Very funny i tell you! BYE.

2009-02-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

Hey love.

Guess what i've gotten my laptop the saddest thing is that my hair is so flat thats make me so sad lah ok. I swear that. Damn flat til im ashame to get outta my house and show anyone. I can't wash my hair for now thats the worst part.

Although it look much neater. BUT IS SO MOTHERFUCKING FLAT! YOU GET ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IM SAD :(

2009-02-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Thanks to the lovelies for the lovely gifttt on Friday! :D I hope you girls love the pressie too! Last min balloon thingy! :D Hehehehe!

2009-02-12T07:22:00.000-08:00

OK! So here are the pics! :D Enjoyyyyyyy!
Anyways, im not gona upload the video bcos is damn disgusting! I swear! LOL!
Maybe i would consider. But well, enjoy the pics! :D

i DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY JOLEEN LOVE GRABBING MY BOOB. LOLLLLL